Venting a little bit.

I took me about six years, but i finally ended the cycle with that one guy. You have the liking stage....the really happy stage....the i love you stage.....the possibility of a future stage....and then reality sets in stage. It's been hard, but i think the reason i always kept going back was that i never finished feeling whatever i needed to feel. We didnt have alot in common, his taste of music, food, movies, clothing, was so much different than mine. Yes i know, you might get tired of the same thing. But HARDLY anything was the same. I really think im done with that relationship. I want to move on. There is so much i want to do, and see. I think he was the major part of holding me back. I still have my beliefs. I haven't changed. and i dont believe i have to.

To whoever im suppose to be with, Im here. waiting :D

they say when you meet someone your suppose to be with, you'll know. I hope thats true :D.

"Keep moving forward"

Magic to concrete

I live in a world of magic, where the bad guys always lose. Where vampires and werewolves come out from hiding. Where warlocks come out to play. Where true love conquers all. I live in a world of books. From Jane Eyre to Beastly to the Twilight Saga, and various others (the color purple, the graduate, The Grimm Brothers tales, etc). In my world, nothing can get me, nothing bad came happen. But maybe my world and reality aren't so different. In reality, yes there is pain and suffering, but maybe also some happy endings. There are villains, ex-girlfriends/boyfriends. There are the vampires, those who seem to be loners, but are content with their lives. There are werewolves, those who are active. Warlocks, those who can make anything out of nothing. Love.....now there's a tricky one. I haven't found that one love story. But i think its out there. "Love is patient," right?......Right.

Maybe my world isn't so much different than this actual world I'm in. It just takes time to find similarities. I think i will keep looking. Doesn't mean i will give up those books that I'm so fond of.

Look-a-likes???

So...ITS ALL DANIELSAN'S FAULT!!! WE (bubba, jessica, and i) are TOTALLY hooked! to 24! starring Kiefer Sutherland (the one with the gun) <3

"Say my name, say my name...." (insider)

another thing we seem to enjoy is the talentful Jefa-fa DUNHAM dotcom (Jeff Dunham). But i can't help but notice the similarities of the two people. You be the judge.

Sugar, Spice & Everything nice

Ever heard the expression "God made you the way you are for a reason."

well.... to this day i have been wondering, why he made me like this. Why i am taller than average people. Why he made me a FREAK. God loves me, right? So why do i feel uncomfortable in my own skin. Yeah ,you, yourself can change things. Like your hair color, your weight, and even your eye color. But what im talking about CANNOT be changed. My height. Thats who i am. People say "wow your lucky that your tall." honestly, im not so lucky. You try wearing high-heels and not sticking out like a sore thumb. yeah, kinda hard to do. It especially never doesn't help my self-esteem, with boys. In the RGV, it seems that every guy is what 5'7'' and shorter. I am on the verge of 5"10''. I'm not shallow, but i dont feel comfortable.

so here are my questions to you GOD! Whats the reason for my height? When do i get my Happy ending? When do i get to feel comfortable?

I am me. Nothing else.