The past two nights have been waking up at 3 a.m. and 4 a.m. Nothing woke me up though. I just open my eyes and find out that its the early early morning. When I wake up I happen to wake up my two little dogs (Chiquita & Odie) and my dads dog (Daisy) and they aren't very quiet to begin with. I wonder what time i will wake up tonight. We shall see.
Washington update: still "reviewing applications"
Basically, I don't work. So whats a girl to do. I don't wanna be a Bum so i decided to clean the whole house. It all started with the front room, and now I'm kicking myself in the butt for not taking photos like a "before & after." It looks totally different and clean! I <3 the house being CLEAN!!! In the words of the A.D.D guy in Grey's Anatomy "Clean clean clean." And when the house smells like "Thanksgiving" and baking its awesome!! Yesterday, i did what ever younger brother or sister does. I cleaned the Big sister's room. (of course I'm getting paid) LOL. Alot of dust, that's all I'm gonna say. Tomorrow i tackle the top of the washroom and the bathroom. (great)
Wish me luck! maybe this time i take a "before & after".
This year in particular did not at all feel like Christmas. But why? The lack of presents? No snow? Not really sure. But, in order to find our Christmas spirit, Annie, Victoria, Jess, and I decided to make sugar cookies and decorate them. I can't speak for everyone, but thats the most it ever felt like Christmas. Here are some pics:
On November 13th of 2009, a job application was closed for the undergraduate internship with the GAO. IN WASHINGTON, or L.A and Atlanta. can you tell the one I'm more excited about?? well on November 14th i received an e-mail stating that they received my application and resume and I would hear back in 30 days. SO when December 13th through the 16th came around i was excited as hell. ALAS, the e-mail never came, no mail through the P.O. Box. So from that day on I've been checking every single day. Even going to the application website to see the status. But as always it says "Reviewing Applications". People say that's a good thing, that they are still considering me. I'm more leaning towards thinking pessimistically. That its taking them long to reject me.
I guess all i can do is .......wait.
NO! I'm not getting married. but new styles are popping out. And i still have some that i like now. so in the future maybe i will like the same style as i do now and can refer to them. I DO LOVE POCKETS!!!
Here are some I Like.
The word is Procrastinate "pro·cras·ti·nate" (prō-krăs'tə-nāt', prə-) : To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.
Hmmm, that's a word i know too well. But why do people procrastinate? Do we feel that something isn't worth our devotion. Or do we think we are too good, and can wait til later to complete the task. In this particular case, that isn't the point.
So for Business Law, I was already suppose to be reading a book titled "The Elements of Ethics for professionals". Sounds great huh. Well two-thirds already done with the semester, just yesterday did i start reading it. Only because we have a paper due over the first two chapters, which it in itself is 61 pages. Doesn't sound too hard huh. WRONG!!! I would rather be reading twilight saga, or the mortal instruments trilogy OVER AGAIN. So maybe procrastination is the case in this scenario. I put myself in this situation. Great. Now i have 43 more pages to read, and also write a reaction paper. I'm an accounting major, not an English major. I prefer working with numbers than theory. Hence the major. AGH!
I took me about six years, but i finally ended the cycle with that one guy. You have the liking stage....the really happy stage....the i love you stage.....the possibility of a future stage....and then reality sets in stage. It's been hard, but i think the reason i always kept going back was that i never finished feeling whatever i needed to feel. We didnt have alot in common, his taste of music, food, movies, clothing, was so much different than mine. Yes i know, you might get tired of the same thing. But HARDLY anything was the same. I really think im done with that relationship. I want to move on. There is so much i want to do, and see. I think he was the major part of holding me back. I still have my beliefs. I haven't changed. and i dont believe i have to.
To whoever im suppose to be with, Im here. waiting :D
they say when you meet someone your suppose to be with, you'll know. I hope thats true :D.
"Keep moving forward"
I live in a world of magic, where the bad guys always lose. Where vampires and werewolves come out from hiding. Where warlocks come out to play. Where true love conquers all. I live in a world of books. From Jane Eyre to Beastly to the Twilight Saga, and various others (the color purple, the graduate, The Grimm Brothers tales, etc). In my world, nothing can get me, nothing bad came happen. But maybe my world and reality aren't so different. In reality, yes there is pain and suffering, but maybe also some happy endings. There are villains, ex-girlfriends/boyfriends. There are the vampires, those who seem to be loners, but are content with their lives. There are werewolves, those who are active. Warlocks, those who can make anything out of nothing. Love.....now there's a tricky one. I haven't found that one love story. But i think its out there. "Love is patient," right?......Right.
Maybe my world isn't so much different than this actual world I'm in. It just takes time to find similarities. I think i will keep looking. Doesn't mean i will give up those books that I'm so fond of.
I will soon be the proud owner of .....wait i cant remember whats its called.
GOOGLE TIME!!!
OK, well i couldnt find the exact name. But! its a Latex Mattress.
and boy did it feel comfortable, AND THAT WAS ONLY @ the STORE!!
i cant wait!
i hope this solves the whole back pain, im getting pretty sick of it!
and dont really want to go to a doctor. :(
But on Tuesday night, i hope to sleep like a baby :D
I'm 19 years of age, and i am currently on the verge of being 5'10''. (WOW) i know pretty tall. Anywho, i always have the hardest time finding pants that are.....well long enough. And finally after years and years i found a store that had some pretty long jeans, American Eagle. However, on friday when we went shopping for some clothes, i cound not find my size, yet alone LONG. So i thought ok, maybe i will try another store. I went to PacSun (pacific sun coast, for all those who have stores that can afford the entire name), and found my size and LONG, however, when i tried them on, they were TOO SHORT!!! It was then, when i started calling myself "GIGANTOR". I know i shouldnt be ashamed of who i am, but when i come to the point of not being able to find clothes, i sometimes doubt myself.
American Eagle, has the option of X-LONG, however, it can only be ordered online. So that was the plan, i would order them. I order a size bigger and X-LONG, because jeans, well.....do shrink. or get high-water. I guess thats what i have to do now, order online.
And its also funny, because shirts that are "suppose" to be dresses, well...........fit like normal shirits for me. Tall-ness.....comes with its good and its bad parts. I never have to get a stool :D
-FEAR ME!!!! :D
For the past two weeks, i have been having a pain in my back. At first i thought it was nothing big, but then later and later is started becoming worse. Yesterday night, i felt like any little move would cause agonizing pain. It was first thought that this pain was brought on because of my mattress. I moved around, so i slept in a different position. It didn't hurt when i was laying down. But as i got up, the pain came back. It hurts to bend down, and even to put on clothes and shoes. I hope this goes away, because starting monday, im going to carry around 3 (not so light) text books in my back pack. no break, one after the other classes. Oh boy........
